For the past 4 days my uncle has battled a sickness...things were ok till someone pretened to be my mother,going to see him.That person started to aruge with him causeing pressure on his lungs..his lungs failed him...and he was put on a breathing Machine. This moring..his
Machine quite pumping enough air in his lungs to keep him alive,I was rushed to the hospital...to see his last moments. I will never be able to get the sobs outta my mind.."i need you here brother...but im not going to be Greedy,if god needs you". The lady pumped his last breath of life..and he was gone,vanished,befor us.Its hard to except when only 3 days ago he was walking,taking,makeing chiken wings..even laughing. All of that gone now,a distant memory.I cant help but to think of all he will miss,my sweet 16,my graduation,wedding,children...i still got many years ahead of me,and all that he will miss. I weep at these thoughts.My uncle was a differnt man,he thought different and was suffering in life...he was hurting,everyday..he was just to blind to see it. We fought alot,but i loved him..he could make me cry,and be so pissed off,but i loved him..and still do. Seeing him go is the hardest thing i have ever faced...i will smile,and act as if im ok,when inside i shall sob for a long while. My family and I are wounded,but thoes woundes will heal,in time.He always saied" i wanna get right with the lord.Maybe next sunday", well he has done so,he is right with the lord..looking down apon us as we weep. I will miss you,Tio. You are ever to far...do you know how much i love you? I love you alot,alot more than i should of shown. Life..is so unperdictable,Plz,everyone..dont take it for granted.